she’s a goddess and she’s perfect and I never want to see another doctor ever again. I had an appointment this morning to talk about my depression and my lady bits (don’t you just love general practitioners?) and my new doctor is the greatest. the bupropion (wellbutrin) ended up being a bust (violent anger is not a cute side effect) so that’s one more happy drug I can cross off my list. next up: pristiq. so far it’s making me jumpy, but dr. miller said that would probably happen for the first couple days, so to give it a week or so before passing judgment. I’m also starting birth control soon, yay baby-free existence! other than that, she also wants me taking zinc and magnesium so maybe I can sleep like a normal person. all the medicines!
medical things aside I’m doing okay. had some friend things lately that have me… bummed, but I think it’ll be okay. I hope it will be okay. went to a fourth of july block party yesterday which felt like an episode of This is Your Life. My middle school spanish teacher, one of my old soccer coaches, and a girl that hated me growing up were all at this party. weird.
now to drown myself in doctor/donna best friend time, and try to will my heartbeat back down to normal.